Friendships since I was 10 years old

I've recently turned 29 last month! And what was the nicest surprise was my childhood friends surprising me when a birthday cake and celebrating it with me! I feel so grateful to still be in touch with them.. especially with Sophie, the other Asian in the picture because I've actually known her since I was 3 years old and In nursery school! I think as I've gotten older, I really do cherish my memories and maintaining good relationship in my life.. I really don't like carrying grudges to my grave, what's the point when the only person that's suffering the most is yourself! And now my daughter has lots of aunties to look out for her and beat up mean kids! 😂

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Belive in yourself

A bird sitting on a tree is never afraid 

of the branch breaking because her trust is not in the branch,

but in her own wings to fly...

No other name!

Names are pregnant with purpose!! 

 and we gather under no other name!!!

History was made, the world-renowned Times Square in NYC was taken over to make a statement...There is ‪#‎NoOtherName‬ but JESUS!

3 things...

They say that a person only truely needs 3 things to be happy in this world...

Someone to love

Something to do

Something to hope for

However big or small your problems are...

just remember the world is so big..

It's soo beautiful..

And dispite you and me being so small..

No problem is too small for God...

His love is unending... 

And he care about the big and small things in our lives...

Have some faith.. 

That the muddy waters will clear...

And within it.. something beautiful will grow out of it..

You are never alone in this world...

He will never give you anything that challenges you that he knows you cannot handle..

Love snow x

You're there in the dark of the night..

While holding the sun and it's light...

Through the triumphs and trials alike

There's no one beside you...

Your voice calls the stars by their names.. 

You whisper them all to their place...

To testify of your wonder and praise..

Both now and forever...

Driven to your dreams..

Elllooooo!! It's been awhile!!

LOL i looked at my last post and WOOOWWW did it sound depressing!! I should explain it abit actually... Last yr October, i started back at uni, my final year of studies and this was one of my biggest fears because i have never done it before... for 5 years, i have feared this moment in my life because in my degree, 3rd year is the only year that actually counts towards what up end up with as your final grade... I have always been an AIM HIGH or don't do it at all sort of person.. If i know i cannot achieve something to the best because i am not ready or prepared for it, then i would rather not begin and feel like a failure.. yep, typical perfectionist!! :/

So in October 2013, i had just finished backpacking Asia and i had to start writing my dissertation... Academic writing is not something i am naturally good at because i am dyslexic, my thoughts aren't easily translated onto paper if i can't write the way i think. Like it would take me a whole paragraph or two to get my point across but it should have only taken 1 or 2 sentences. I was pretty down and depressed about this piece of writing because  i had decided to choose a subject i have a passion for- homelessness.. but as a design project and area to write about, it is so incredibly complex and challenging that my tutor told me that i have probably picked one of the hardest things to do.. Which obviously made me panic and worry.. :( I handed in my draft late and when i did hand it in, she was actually concerned... My problem was that i got too emotionally attached to the homeless, i wasn't being objective enough.. I remember feeling like quitting, giving up, pushing people away and i even fell out with my best friend because i didn't need another person telling me why i handed my work late when i already felt like crap!

However i didn't give up, i had minimal support from my mentor and my sister and managed to write a very good dissertation. Surprisingly, i got an A- for it! :D probably my proudest achievement in academia.. since i consider writing my biggest flaw!

Along with the essay, i had to start the design project at the same time, my product had to answer my hypothesis form my dissertation so again- it was a product designed for the homeless.. fast forward to February 2014 for me... :p This was also the most difficult project i have ever done in my life. I had to learn skills i never had before and i was told that it was nearly impossible and unlikely that i could finish this project in a well finished and complete final product... Sweat and tears and alot of panic and all-nighters later, i handed in, presented my work and i ended up also getting an amazing grade for that project!! I was so surprised and unbelievably HAPPPYYYY!!!

I now an at the last leg of my degree.. the client project.. I have about a month and a half left to finish it... and just looking back at my journey- the highs and the ridiculous amount of lows... it does give me some confidence that i can overcome my struggles now with my current work.. I have realllly struggled with this one because its not only the work, but the people around me that has affected how i have performed... :( I'm the kinda of person who doesn't like to be hated on or upset people and not care.. i care abit too much... and one of my friends at uni was envious of my grades that he showed it and it bugged me.. made me lose motivation to go into class, and avoid talking to people incase i got more haters.. I'm kinda over it now.. as i did have 1 good friend who has been supportive in my class.. and i think you either don't need anyone to do that and be even more driven on your own goals, or just that one person who believes in you is enough :)

People do describe me as/get the impression that i am very driven and I've got thing under control.. and it is flattering but definitely not always the case... I have terrible management skills, I'm also pretty unreliable and flaky!! But i can be very very driven... I feel like i am more so now than i was 3 hours ago just because i am reflecting back onto my original purpose for doing it and what it can lead to contributing towards my dreams..  Maybe take a moment to pause and think about your dreams.. your purpose and the times you struggled like i did, but got back up and exceeded everyone's expectations.

'Nothing you do is impossible...The very word itself tells you that "I'm-Possible"

Love snow x

Learning what is to come if your think too much...

Sometimes life feels meaningless... Sometimes it's even hard just to wake up and make life happen.. And sometimes.. we just can't explain why we feel the way we do... but we do... Even though you know the answers to the resolve them.. the things you need to do... the good and the bad outcomes of doing or not doing them.... it is just your mind and body not coordinating to set things right... and sometimes..i just wonder why....

I feel like when i think too much about things.. this some how happens... I just forget what it means to live my life...to be thankfully.. to appreciate what i have... to make the most of everyday and stop trying to shorten it by not having dreams...

Adventure Time!!!

Ello readers! It's been awhile!! :) The last you heard from me was that i was swamped with studied to even continue blogging daily like i used to.. and.. it hasn't changed lol! Well after i went to italy to visit loads of design studios and factories but also have fun and enjoy florence and rome too, i did my last term for the year and actually did quite well for my expectations! I ended the year on a high note...

Then during july, august and september, i decided to take 3 months off work ( for those who don't know, i'm a part time receptionist at virgin) to work in design and do some traveliling to get inspired for my final dissertation topic!

So i worked in concert halls and arenas, building stage and making props for the events.. i would staple stuff till my hands blistered, feet blistered from walking.. painting, drilling, sanding, glue gun burns, u name it.. it was hard work! but i did enjoy it alot! i had a good team with me :)

then came to travelling, i decided to travel south east asia and i am sooo glad i did! :) I had the most amazing experiences, the most amazing people and food, cultures and stories!! i made alot of friends that i can call for life... and my very own adventure time buddy for life!! we always had the best times!! i can cross off alot of things on my bucket list just because of this summer! :)

I would reccommend to anyone to go to cambodia, vietnam, laos and thailand!! it will be the most amaazing thing u ever did for yourself. :p

The Team Talk!

So today i went to church and i was really inspired by the talk given by Ben.. hes not a pastor or anything, just someone who is really passionate about God! And he was talking about recieving a team talk just before you go out into the game, the pitch, the world...  Like when you team leader gives you encouraging words and you get all pumped up to do your best when you break huddle! lol... he talk was sooo inspirational!! I loved it sooo much!! I won't go into it too much, because alot was based on scripture and examples lead by God talking to Joshua, Jesus talking to his diciples,  Paul speaking to the Ephesians... but he was pretty much telling us that if you want to make a difference in the world, what are you waiting for..why wait for others to do it... Be the movement and lead by being the example to everyone else!! I am pretty much the only Christian at my workplace.. in uni... i am 1 of 2 in my class of 90 odd people.. ( thank God i found a sister inmy class now... it has made life alot nicer knowing someone understands my way of life!) but i guess i am not making much of a movement in terms of preaching etc... I kinda don't want to be some bible basher to people because when i wasn't a christian.. i really hated those people lol!! But in my day to day life... there are things that i can do more to show that i am a child of God... to be a reflection of Christ.. Just things like serve others in your work, school and home life... show them what a real christian is suppose to be like when you life is filled with the love of the king of kings... :)

I really do try to be a nice person in general... and much of the time, i do it without realising... Sure i get taken advantaged of... and yeah people treat me bad because im too nice... but im finding the balance... i might justify cutting people out my life if after given a year, they still haven't changed their ways or have apologised or had any reflection or remorse... need i waste my energy on people like that... they drain me lol!!

So yeah.. this is my mini team talk... sharing is caring.... be the best that u can be and show the world how truely awesome you can be towards mankind.. and if ur actually some selfish, mean and bitter and negative bastard person naturally... CHANGE! That is all.

Happy Spring!

I know i look young... i kinda do it to myself  without realising because thats how i feel comfortable inside... I like wearing mens sweaters because they are loose and comfortable... it does make me look like a tramp but i'm a student..i don't really care anymore lol!  I do loveeeeeeeee this snap back though... it was my friends and he gave it to me as a birthday gift about 2 years ago because i kept trying to steal it!! :p I don't really know what happened to him... we were always good friends so maybe when he got a girlfriend..he cut me out... mehh... story of my life..i expect it when i have dudes as friends! moving on :)

Because its the start of spring, i wanted to take a moment to remind you all of new beginnings... Spring is when the snow melts, the flowers start to bloom.. the trees grow back their leaves and its warmer and sunnier again!! and we get more day light... ahhhhh.. isn't it just nice?!!

So no its not a the beginning of the year but u can still start a new habit only because the new life around us and sunlight just makes us more happy!! Starting a new fitness regime... well u can run outside...its not too cold anymore...new colours to your wardrobe, new room furniture and clean your room out of junk...new make up, new accessories.. new hair colour... ( hmmm should i change my hair colour..or at least get a hair cuttt!!!??) or it could be start a new beginning with a friendship or a relationship... if you have had enough time to mull over it and both parties are better than who they were before you fell out/broke up... why ot give it a try? Orrrr... get yourself out on the dating scene and try something new!!! speed dating? getting set up? go to a bar... orr sign up to a dating website!! HEY DON'T JUDGE lol.. i did it once! :p

Happy spring people!!

Milano... Firenze and Venice... Here i come..

I going to ITALY next week!! I am soooo excited!!! Its a trip organised by my school... we will be in milan for a week visiting the various design studios we all so admire in the world. Some of the biggest icons of design originated from Milan such as Lambohgini, Masaratti, Beretta, Alessi, Balatti etc and its an honor to get to see them on the inside for the first time in my life! I actually am pretty lucky, i entered a competition to get some of the costs for the trip funded and i was one of the winners! so its even better! :) After Milan, me and some of my friends will be going to visit Firenze and Venice also... just to make the most of this beautiful country... I have been to italy before.. and it was so lovely i know i will love every moment of it! The best part is that now... I loveeeeeee coffeee!! I've become quite a connoisseur about coffee too lol... so i can't wait to enjoy the coffee in italy... ahh the little things in life can make us so joyful.. amazing coffee!! :)

I'm going to donate blood!

 sharing is caring right?? :)

So my awesome friend Chris Espin convinced me to go donate a pint or so of my blood... and honestly, i have mulling over it for months and he was gonna do it regardless but he finally convinced me to do it with him!! I'm really scared lol!! Because i'm really scared of needles and i think i might feel weak and pass out but i wanna do this to help others... I mean maybe i can help save lives this way... But i'm planning on doing it after i've finished using my brain for the term.. so next friday is last day of term...i will go donate that day!! i'm really scared but God give me strength and bravery ... would be my first time doing it..and hopefully i'll get over it and do it more regularly... but the thought still makes me dizzy lol!!!

Update/ Deadline over for the term!

helloooooo!!

After an intensive 2 months of project work, i finally submitted it and got to sleep like normal hours!!! but its weird, i haven't gotten back to normal.. its been two months of working day and night and staying awake as much as i can just to do my best in this project... and even then i don't think i actually did my best... the best ideas come to me towards the end of the project so rush rush rush as usual!! I am just so happy to have finished... i didn't do the project to the extent that i aimed to for myself but apparently i hid it well and it wasn't too noticeable during my presentation of the project!! I can probably say that i definitely didn't do as well as i did in my last two projects but honestly this was a much harder, technical project that i challenged myself with so as long as i pass and don't have to fail... i'm happy!! ( well... not really.. i aim high so nothing lower than a B then i'm really happy lol! if i did get lower than a B, i will work harder next term for sure!)

So what am i doing now? I really lack a proper social life!! Like i remember an ex boyfriend never having time because of his studies and its so true!! Especially if you are not dragging your feet in this course and actually want to do your best... I literally have no time for a relationship even if it presented itself to me.. just the wrong timing for my lifestyle now... I remember back when i really did mess up with my studies because of relationships and it just proves to me now its not worth the hassle, i don't have enough skills to balance even my good friendships now :( since i submitted my major project, i've only met up 1 friend, spent a whole day at church, went to one gathering and one sleepover! and even through all that i'm still doing assignment work and worrying about what i need to complete... workaholic much right??

OMG SOOO TIRED!!! zzzzzzzz goodnight beautiful people xxx

Glorious ruins

I'll walk through the fire...
with my head lifted high...
and my spirit revived in your story...
I'll look to the cross...
as my failure is lost...
in the light of your glorious reign...

Let the ruins come to life...
In the beauty of Your name...
Rising up from the ashes...
God forever You reign...
And my soul will find refuge..
In the shadow of Your wings...
I will love You forever...
And forever I'll sing...

Sometimes i can get so caught up in the problems of the world..the problems of people and what they go through...where i try to help in a person of the world way..give what i can give, advise on what i can advise and get involved in ways i can to just help others... but it pulls me away from God lately... just drains my spirit because these are all people who don't believe God is the answer to everything..but that is really what i believe... my answer for your problems is to pray for you..pray about it..ask God for help please... but to hide this part of me...to not give praise where its meant to be given...makes me withdraw and become depleted of my spiritual food... i went to my church today... this particular song touched me.. I wish you all knew how much he loves you... 

Snow x

note to self

i fail to understand why now....this is the way people are like...its only later when i am more wise...i understand why things happen the way they happened... i told you..i am always right...

Remember that essay i almost burst into flames over???

Here it is... I figured i'd share it... because actually... it has made me see the bigger picture now... i actually did ok in this essay... probably didn't deserve a B tho but any feedback is welcomed..good or bad..i don't really care as long as i passed lol! its over 2000 words long so if your are really bothered... go ahead..

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To what extent has capitalism influenced innovation?
The bigger picture has opened me up to explore and have greater knowledge about the issues and state of the world we live in today. Things that i never thought were problems concerning me as a future product designer have now been forwarded to my attention and have magnified my perspective.
Amongst the lectures in this project, the context and issues that were discussed were very broad. What interested me the most were the discussions of economics and capitalism, about authentic and false portrayals, ethical and unethical innovations, privatized and public spaces and the aesthetics vs functionality of the things we innovate today.
In a capitalist society, we focus on money as the fuel to make our world go round. Capitalism tends to put our needs 2^nd to making money.

Eliane Glaiser argues that hierarchy uses humility and authenticity to create illusions and that the media and governments uses propaganda and ideology to persuade us to a certain view (Glasier, 2012). In the study of consumer behavior today, we tend to buy products without thinking or caring too much. Evan Davis mentioned that we buy because we like the packaging more, that the thought of the befores and afters of our purchase isn’t considers as important (Davis, 2012). With the use of subliminal messages in our daily surroundings, it is quite easy for us to blindly ‘fall’ for what advertisers and the media is trying to get us to behave. After listening to their very convincing arguments, I do agree because I think a capitalist society uses this method to control us to behave a certain way. Alex Knight describes capitalism as a “Global System of Abuse”(Knight,2012)
In order to see the bigger picture of my position as a product designer, I first had to understand the broad range of issues, contexts and agendas that inform contemporary realities of the world we live in. I want to look into how capitalism affects the way we innovate globally.
To determine this, we first need to understand what capitalism is. An article I found on capitalism, describes it as:-

“an economic system that is based on private ownership and profit, needs to always be in motion.  Corporation X needs to invest money into some productive process, create some kind of commodity, put it on the market and sell it for a profit.  Corporation X can’t just be reimbursed for the initial investment with no profit and damn sure cannot lose money.   It is the foundation of the economic system that it realizes a profit. This is a cycle that must be in continuous motion day in and day out, constantly.  If this process stops or even slows down to a certain point, Capitalism will begin to go into crisis mode.This has made our society become more and more detached. What appears to be authentic in our society usually has a hidden agenda behind it such as the government campaigns.” (theunionthug :2011 http://nebraskaworker.wordpress.com)

It is a structure that has dominated our world and there are many pros and cons to it. I am going to look into three key areas of capitalism and try to show examples that could address my question. These areas will be about intellectual property, the separation of the hands and brain and ethics. I feel as a product designer, we need to address these issues to find solutions that can change the way we live and design in the future.
Intellectual property is the work or invention that is the result of creativity (Davis, 2012).As a designer, these are essentially our ideas we sell onto to clients. It can be protected by law when one applies for a patent, copyright or trademark. As mentioned before, capitalism focuses on money and profits, it’s a system where value is added to ideas that are more driven by how to make people spend more money, rather than how to improve peoples lives and focus on the ethical impacts itself. It a system where you can get rich very quickly because patenting an idea means other need to pay to incorporate your idea into their design, however protecting an idea can be quite inefficient.
One example to demonstrate this issue is the Samsung and Apple legal battle over patent infringements. As market leaders of electronics, they are constantly innovating in competition with eachother to make more profit. The products somehow end up looking quite similar, having similar functions and similar price tags. (see fig 1)
Fig 1.

The end result of this battle overall was a bit longwinded on both sides. They tried to sue each other for patent infringements and prevent each other from releasing their products and the results were still the same but with a heavy legal bill to pay out to their lawyers. I agree that there is nothing wrong with a bit of healthy competition between brands, but I think the more power they receive from being market leaders, the less human and environment centered their designs starts to become. These brands we have built trust with like Samsung and Apple have made a very public battle to have their ideas protected but as Clive Goodwin; senior creative director of Samsung for Europe said, ‘It would seem that it is tarnishing their image of being ‘designed for humans’ because we the consumers see that all they want is more money’(Goodwin, 2012). Ori ginally, the modern French patenting system was created during the industrial revolution to allow corporations to further monopolize as it could stop other from copying their innovations. However it would seem that this can be counter productive because as capitalism demonstrates to us, profit is the main goal, too much power in an industry can shatter the illusions that have been fabricated for consumers to believe. 
Fig 2.

Surprisingly the biggest benefits of innovations have come from intellectual property being shared. By designing for humanity, we can build on this shared knowledge and innovate better. One example of this was when Volvo invented the first 3-point seat belt in 1959 (see fig 2). Volvo decided that by not patenting this innovation and giving it away, the whole world can benefit, they were putting the consumers safety before profit. this has in turn saved millions of lives because of this innovation. I believe that open sourcing creates more benefits for our society because we can bring our ideas together, when did our world become so selfish and profit orientated? 
Capitalism encourages the separation of innovation and manufacturing. As corporations grow larger, they look for cheaper production and mass manufacture. This has lead to offshore manufacturing and very little physical design.
The countries that have adopted the industrial revolution from Britain since the beginning such as America, Japan, Korea, Germany and France; have evolved from manufacturing on to creating intellectual property innovations and services. Whiles developing countries like China adopted mass manufacturing for other countries very cheaply, and now they seem to have now dominated the manufacturing market in the world.

I think there is a problem with this because we are losing sight of unique craftsmanship and quality when we separate manufacturing like this. For some reason we have dropped centuries of tradition in manufacture and design problem solving in favor for the detached cold glow of the computer monitor. Instead of communicating and interacting with the manufacturers, we send electronic files and emails and Skype calls. Has making money become more important than centuries of craftsmanship? Has capitalism influenced us to behave like we are all just one tiny cog in its giant, well-oiled machine? I think so, but fortunately for us not all companies conform to the ways of mass manufacture.
Fig 3.
            Mark Wilkinson is a British product designer and master woodworker. His company focuses on the social aspect of kitchen design rather than the work aspect, insisting that his furniture exhibits the highest possible quality of build with an unprecedented degree of originality and nobility. Everything is handmade and crafted. If a mistake is made in the build, that part will be scraped and remade. With the extent of this much detailing, the consumer is able to fully appreciate the beautiful craftsmanship of the end product (see fig 3). Eliane Glaser said in her lecture that we live in an age of false authenticity, but we have a very strong desire for things to be real, not fake. I would have to agreed with her that we desire things that are more handmade and organic now but as everything ties into money and profits, not everyone who desires this can afford to make those kinds of choices of living, in the end, capitalism determines the way we live.

            As a product designer, we now have to consider more attention towards designing ethically and sustainable because of capitalism. Every stage of design contributes to bettering or worsening our world. The product outcome might fit the need of the consumer at present, but what about from the method of manufacture to the landfills it will eventually end up in? Companies like Coca-Cola are one example that demonstrates the negative impacts of the capitalist structure. They produce fizzy drinks that contain ingredients that are addictive, artificial and bad for our health. Yet when they noticed that people are starting to concern more about their health and turn to hydration naturally, they also went into the bottled water industry. The released a bottled water brand called Dasani which turned out to be filtered tap water, something that is so basic and free n our part of the world, yet they deceiving us that it was natural spring water. They saw profit of our decision to drink water instead of fizzy drinks and decided to just rebrand and package water. Because Coca-Cola is such a corporate giant in our world, they would buy out smaller companies such as Fiji water, which is spring water from the island of Fiji, to market it as a premium product for the western market. Now I don’t think there is anything wrong with buying out companies to make them success even more, as a product design, I also would hope that I design a product that would be successful enough to be promoted on a global scale. But is Coca-Cola considering its carbon footprints in this process? Fiji is roughly 16,000 kilometers from the UK, is it ethically right for us to waste our earths precious fossil fuels to import something as widely available as water just because it has a unique selling point of being from Fiji? As far as capitalism is concerned, it makes good profit so why should they stop? See I think capitalism can be argued as ethically neutral because it depends on human perception. But as our perceptions are distorted and manipulated to thinking it is ok to buy this water by these corporate giants, how can we become more economically responsible if the mass powers are so consumer in making profits? It not only effects our environment but our health too. The increase of consumption of bottled water means more PET plastic bottle factories are made. These factories pump out toxic fumes and gases into the air, and this has affected health of the locals that live around these factories. And even our health by drinking from these plastic bottle, water contained in a PET plastic bottle can leach chemicals such as as arsenic and antimony.

Antimony is a white metallic element that in small doses can cause nausea, dizziness and depression. In large doses, it can be fatal..."Antimony is similar chemically to lead. It is also a potentially toxic trace element," said Shotyk…"If you bottle water in Europe and ship it to Asia, what is the antimony concentration in that water by the time somebody buys that water and drinks it?"(William S, 2006. http://www.cbc.ca/news/story/2006/12/21/bottle-study.html)

I think these issues should not be neglected, where these corporate giants are making billions of pounds, they are reducing people’s quality of life and damaging the environment we are living in.
Fortunately these issues can still be a driving force for us as designers to innovate better and more sustainable materials. The inventions of bio plastics made from renewable sources such as cornstarch, potato peel and chicken feathers are being adopted now into our food packaging and daily products as a result of the increase of toxic waste. It is no mystery that ethically aware design creates a closer connection between consumers and the brands because if they are socially and ethically responsible, it builds trust and loyalty. I think being ethically responsible as a designer is especially important now as we try to fix the damages capitalism has pushed us in ethically and financially.

         Overall I think that capitalism has influenced innovation to become more and more slower but has increased our consumption of newer product. Products are designed with a shorter lifespan so that they can be replaced more often. As mentioned by James Woudhuysen, we aren’t inventing the sort of life changing products like we used to in the 1900’s i.e. refrigerators, trains and elevators (Woudhuysen, 2012), how has design been reduced to focus on such minor improvements in innovations instead of advancing like we used to?. Capitalism has grown so much faster in the past 20 years that the cracks are starting to show in the system because we can’t keep up with its demand. If capitalisms main motivation is competition, things like using up all the earths natural resources and threatening the health of mankind are just going to become bigger. Our ability to innovate has not been stumped by capitalism however we have gotten so caught up by power, money and … our quality of life is impacted more negatively. Capitalism places value upon our ideas but neglects our environment at large.

         Matthew Tailors suggestion that in order to make big changes happen, the three main sources of power (individualism, solidarity, hierarchical authority) would have to be vibrant and in play. When they share a goal and we have a national unity, we can gain the biggest social advances. He calls this ‘a plural imagination’. I think that although it seems very unrealistic at present for something like that to happen and actually work, it is a reasonable solution to help us face the global issues at present. If we collaborate the brains and the hands of our world and work closer together, I believe greater innovations can emerge.
         I have found this project very interesting, challenging and overwhelming. I have learnt a great deal and it has definitely made me look at the bigger picture in everything that I do now. In term of my design practice, I no longer see my position in the world as very small contribution to the future, but of one that can really make changes happen for the global and mankind.

2013.. Hi again...

Yo! it's been awhile.... What have i been doinggg all this time?!!! Well... as you can see.. not getting a haircut for one!! I went from hippy hair to just a plain vagabond now...there has to be something done to this hot mess but i'm soooo lazy to go to the hair salon!!! >_< The last time i cut it was january 2012!!! one yr one month ago! someone slap me plz...

Anyhow... hows life? There really hasn't been anything new with me really... oh wait, i turned 25 on 16 january couple of weeks ago... That was a depressing day lol... especially thanks to the people reminding me i'm quarter of a century year old now! :'(

Ermm...my life has 2 focuses... my studies and my God... I have been unbelievably blessed since last year.. according to my chinese zodiac and being double rabbit and dragon...i was suppose to have 2 years of terrible luck... but dispite the challenges i had to face at the beginning of 2012, everything did get better..i was more myself..i settled into who i manifested into...and i like her... i was rejected from a place on my course now and prayed so hard and his miracles changed the deans mind about me and he funded my place...how blessed am i to have met some amazing people since october when i started my studies...and of my first term... i even got an A on my first design project and a B on my first essay... these things just don't happen to me...at ever step of the way...i prayed for help when i struggled...he never left my side...never...even when i did, his arms were wide open...man... That is what real love is... :)

It was vision sunday today at church...they handed out to everyone this bracelet which means in latin " The mission of God" they played an inspirational film made of real peoples lives and struggles in real worlds in new york, london, kiev and melborne... and really...it was so nice...made me remember my purpose again...to be the hands and feet of Christ and love others as he loved me...

So basically... i am working on a project right now that is super challenging but also..because i was called to do this..i know i can do my best in his name... lets have some faith snow!! :p

oh and i know i have new readers now so hi and i hope that in whatever you take away from my words...that can help you just a tiny bit... i'd have done what i was called to do through it.. help you ;)

i'll keep updated!

Love Snow xxx

Teaching Nishy how to blog!

My student Rock lee Nishy and me as his teacher Guy sensei! :D

Hey everyone!! So i'm at a cafe with my friend NISHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! :D and he has asked for a favour to teach him how to blog... He said that he has a lot of things to share with the world and reckons blogging is a good platform to begin with!! I ( of course) agree because thats how i started! :D so without further all do.. this is the first example to show him! I not only teach this guy how to blog, i am very wise haha! I teach him how to read the signs of flirting (men and women!), how to get out of an arranged marriage and what food is the most tastiest in the world!
:D Great teacher i know! :p lol!

the art of asking powerful questions

“If I had an hour to solve a problem and my life depended on the solution, I would spend the first 55 minutes determining the proper question to ask, for once I know the proper ques- tion, I could solve the problem in less than five minutes.” —ALBERTEINSTEIN