...My words fall as snowflakes... you are my paper that they land on...

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Monday

Ever Thyne.. Ever Mine.. Ever Ours...


Ever felt like you were the luckiest person in the world...that you had it all...all from one person...
Ever held feelings of love so dear to your heart, that it makes life magically fall into place...
Ever trusted someone so much...that it no longer took any effort to have faith in them...
Ever loved someone so much...that the shear thought of being unfaithful..breaks your heart...
Ever felt like your memories of everything they ever said to you..all felt like it was just yesterday...
Ever did everything you could possibly do within yourself..to help that person feel happy..
Ever prayed and wished good things every night for them.. who you knew would do the same for you...
Thought you knew...
Ever felt paralyzed when the dark truths came out...shocked to the point where you feel sick...
Ever told yourself 'you are not alone' when that person is mentally a million miles away...makin you feel.....    utterly alone...
Ever felt all your dreams and plans turn into lies and betrayal...shattered and broken...
Ever cried yourself to sleep every night..to find that sleep was no longer an escape...
Ever wondered what reasons you gave them..to do something so cruel...
Ever replayed the lies over and over inside...to make sense of all that has been happening...
Ever put on a smile and front for the world and take off the mask filled with tears inside...
Ever wanna hide from reality...because its the dreams you want to live in..believe in...
Ever felt like the world as you knew it... all came crashin down...That was hailed on..
That you failed on...

finding someone... who thinks with their heart... loves with their soul... holds promises in their minds...

Ever wanted to dissappear...          
hide...  
  
just so that even he....the one who broke you......

...could still be oblivious and happy...

(for all the guys and dolls...who relate to this poem...i'm everyones agony aunt...i share a hug..and a smile...a laugh and a cry...its not easy to be strong...but think of all the bigger issues out there in the world...and put your energy into all of that...at least you know...that you are good..and that i know you can be amazing...in time..and if all else...karma does the works for you...hopefully x)

7 comments:

Nadz said...

I loved it! Damn Jenny, ur good!

Unknown said...

awhhhhh.. thanks :) x

jessy said...

Jen u brought a tear to my eyes.. Woman become a writer! No seriously.. U write I design the book cover :D we will be richhh lol xx

Sec said...

felt it coming through.x

Harley said...

WOW!!! Miss, u are truely talented...Deep..couragous and amazing... if this guy knew how you felt...and still treated you with disrespect..he is not a real man!! He is a coward and you deserve so much more than that!!

bush said...

VERY TOUCHING... love it so much that I kept reading it over and over again. Your truly gifted Hun. xx

Onatu the Dark Rose said...

I'm loving this. Your style is awesome Jeni Bear. Seriously.. I lobe the fact that you haven't felt restrained by the laws of poetry, some of the best poetry is long, flowing and epic.
Yours is all three of those. xxx

Daniel the Azlan Man